Hey Fans,

I'm truly sorry for the whole leaving thing, I just saw that most of the team was non-existent of even knowing who I even was, I felt really bad, my self, f|uxx and lancer started this with only a few game place ideas and a few site ideas, we started it and then bam, this wonderful street racing idea blew up and we received awesome coverage and interviews, etc.

The reason I left the first time, which I'm going to go ahead and say this publicly since I have no choice, I was not whipped Cerutti, my girlfriend was pregnant at 16, I was only 16, fixing to be 17, what do you want a young teen to do, your whole life changes, you go from hanging with your friends and girlfriend to having to stay home with your girlfriend to make sure the morning sickness goes away, or that she has the right food for that day because I wanted the best for my kid. We came to find out about 2 months in that it was only a chemical pregnancy (aka the egg didn’t implant into the wall but all the changes occurred in the body because it thought it was pregnant) so we lucked up so to speak. I don’t regret doing at that, I felt it was needed, I don’t regret leaving High Octane the first time because I needed to support my girlfriend and the upcoming baby, man's got to do what a man's got to do.

The reason I left the second time is because of so many conflicts like Turk and Raven and then Punk Zero locking me out because he felt I wasn’t allowed to lead the modification as a leader and he deliberately went behind my back and changed the site ownership when I left for a whole hour. I had the whole team against me that it seemed like, but then I found out that most of the team wanted me back on after I left the second time.

So this is my third chance so to speak, I'm dedicated to this. I'm already popular because I was associated with being the creator of High Octane, every time I run into a DoD, NS, etc, game I get at least one personal message with someone asking what happened.

This changed my mind, I have a full day tomorrow to fix a lot of problems that I wouldn't normal be able to fix without having a day off, the website needs fixing bad.

Thank you for your time,
Eric "EclipseRS" Pelezo